Newness

Here goes my first entry! I guess I'm starting a blog because I need to talk about this lifestyle I'm ready to live. I've told a couple of close friends about becoming a sugar baby and I've gotten some mixed reviews. I tell them, "Look, I'm not a prostitute it's totally different. But if you want to think of me selling anything, it's my time, not my body." I really don't like to think of it as selling. What's the difference of going out with a guy or a boyfriend who pays for the date and buys you things?? I dated this one guy and sometimes still do. He is a good SD except without the allowance - he takes me to concerts, we stay in expensive hotels, and we go to the best restaurants (and he's my age!) He's pretty wealthy so he likes to treat me to the best experiences. He knows how to have fun and always opens doors for me :) He gets excited when I dress sexy but not a neccesity. (We'll call him Mr. J for future entries.) Then I have another he is my ex Mr. P, who loves me but knows it's not going to happen again. He spoils me and takes me out, if I ask for money he gives it to me. But nevertheless, how is that any different?

Eh still, my best friends disagree...close friends either agree or say do you, but be safe. So for me it is my life and safety is sooo important...I have a baby boy to live for. Which is kinda why I started this.

I was in college and after changing my majors a couple times, I had accumulated a huge student loan debt and no degree. Money ran out and I had to come back home. I fell in love with a couple guys - one of which is my son's father. He and are are soooo over, but I will always love him. I got my heart broken sooo bad. I definitely am done with being mistreated and getting hurt. Why put myself through that? My main focus is my son. He is the ONLY man for me (yes, I said man - this infant is far more mature than some of these jokers!)

So I just stopped dating this guy not too long ago who was broke (which is fine, but no dates = no relationship). I don't know how much more of regular dating I can take. I've seen so many guys who don't know what the word "chilvary" means! I want a TRUE gentleman! Someone who can take me out and show me a good time without feeling pressured or like I have to be commited to them. I really don't want a commitment right now. I'm a sweetheart and I know SDs are not out to break my heart - the TRUE ones that is. And I happen to like busy guys - I'm too busy for clingyness! I want a truly mutually beneficial relationship. And well let's be honest - if it's right then definitely romance, but I'm not just giving myself away honey! I want financial assistance so I can finish school and make a life for my son and I - and of course what's wrong with dating a few guys along the way? No strings attached of course!