Gardening

So when I first started out I really underestimated the amount of men on these sites! I was on EM and SA and completely overwhelmed!! Too many requests, views, messages, etc it was ridiculous. Now that I've been out there for almost 3 weeks things have finally started to calm down (thank goodness)! I had to work on my time management skills...seriously. I accidentally scheduled 2 dates for today but luckily one of them flaked. But he (we'll call him King) did it in the worst way...he knew we had a coffee meeting for "late morning"  and messages me on one of the sights saying he doesn't know why his email didn't go through...ha yeah right...cold feet or just chicken shit? Hmm...

Anywho I really feel like I'm gardening, and to be honest, I don't have a green thumb. How the hell am I going to figure this out? I plant seeds and wait for them to grow, but how do I know if I'm growing roses or pansies? Right now I'm just weeding.

On a different note...So my son changes the channel as I'm watching my soaps, I think its funny it automatically goes to Sprout channel (Sesame Street). Man he's smart! He's not even a year yet! And let me tell you, this channel is like crack for babies! Wait...am I not allowed to say that? Okay well call it catnip lol >.< Gosh I love him so much. This little man is so full of life and energy, I still can't believe he was premature :) And on that topic...I really need his child support check to come in so I can plan his birthday party!!! He's going to be one yrs old in about a month now and he must be spoiled  :) I have some money saved but I'm really hoping to get another car here soon. My birthday is the week before his....and I'm really hoping to land a decent SD by then...I mean who doesn't like being treated like a queen for their birthay??  K I'm omw to the date we're going to a really nice place downtown I'll keep ya updated!!!